I COULDN'T STAND A DAY WITHOUT A PAST OR FUTURE.

Title: A Not So Stranger in the Night
Author/Artist: Cyr Anomaly, chaos_anomaly
Fandom: route_29 inspired what-if; Dissidia: Final Fantasy and Katekyo Hitman Reborn
Characters: Squall Leonhart, Suzuki Adelheid
Rating: PG
Warnings: Mention of IC past death
Word count: 765
Summary: He keeps coming back but is it to this place or to her?
Notes: Unbeta'd. Tenses are probably f---ed up. There is no promised smut but i'll try again later. :'|

( A Not So Stranger in the Night )

Title: A Past I Cannot Forgive
Author/Artist: Cyr Anomaly, chaos_anomaly
Fandom: Pokemon
Characters: Sir Aaron, OC
Rating: PG
Warnings: Mentions of previous OC death
Word count: 791
Summary: This story gives us a look into the man who would later become the Hero of Cameron Palace; the stories untold and the past we do not know. This is a Vignette of Aaron, before the Legends.
Notes: Unbeta'd. So I got prompted on Plurk, this is what I came out with. It's Angsty and Emo and possibly not what my requester wanted. But hey, I kind of like this one better than my initial idea. Also, there is Sir Aaron/OC stuff here so... yeah. Hope you enjoy?

( A Past I Cannot Forgive )

[ Devil May Cry, Dante & Vergil or Dante/Vergil, red and blue don't mix ]

[ Final Fantasy VIII, author's choice, fading memories ] <- I sniffled while writing this; Squall-centric

[ Final Fantasy 8, Seifer/Squall, Seifer betrayed Ultimecia ]

[ Marvel, Steve Rogers/Natasha Stark (girl!Tony), little red cocktail dress ] <- Probably my favorite of the bunch :)

Title: A Place to Come Back To
Author/Artist: Cyr Anomaly, chaos_anomaly
Rating: PG
Warnings: N/A
Prompt: Kingdom Hearts, Leon/Aerith/Cloud: a place to call home - Cloud still wandered, but they let him in when he was there.
Word count: 2800
Summary: Cloud returns to find things a little different from before...

A/N: orz Sorry about the lateness! I'm not quite satisfied with this and I've tried my best but I think I still missed the point with the prompt. *sighs* Much apologies! Originally Posted Here

( You’re back )

Title: Sins of Our Flesh
Author/Artist: Cyr Anomaly, chaos_anomaly
Rating: NC17
Warnings: Violence, Sex, Dub-Con.
Prompt: Kingdom Hearts: Cloud/Leon, rough sex - Some days he's saner than others
Word count: 1616 for Leon's Part, 1620 for Cloud's. 3236 all together.
Summary: Disconnect from reality and remember your sins.

A/N: Technically I wrote two fics, or one fic with two different PoV. They should be read as separate but they are companion fics to one another, if that makes sense. Oh and the sex? It's there but it's being overrun by introspective "monologues". Sorry if it's not sexy enough, Prompter. Divider Lines shows the division from between segments. One last thing, it's been at least a year since I've actually played KH or been in the fandom. I'm more versed in Squall/Leon than Cloud too so, apologies for any OoC-ness. Originally Posted Here

( Some days he's saner than others... )

He stares at her before him. He should know her but he doesn't. To him, she is another one of the Hunted. Another one to be exterminated, destroyed. For the better good. He feels an ache for her, a strange ache that makes him pause and hesitant. Only for a moment, only for an eternity.

He shakes his head and growls low, his sword arm rising, ready to behead the demon, the witch.

They whisper in his mind, tell him that he must do it, do it quick, do it now. He must kill her, she is the last. Her death will be the end of the era. His world will be at peace. They whisper to him, strike her quick, strike her fast. Strike her dead before she escapes, before she disappears. Do it, do it.

Now, now, now. Kill her now.

Do not stop, do not pause; for the better of everything. For the good and safety of all.

His gunblade falls and hits a shield of energy.

The prisoner's eyes glow, masking the brown irises of her eyes, turning them yellow with defiance and betrayal. Her bonds break free, her arms fall and a hand claws at him, a blast sending him far into the wall of his Garden, of his home. His spine cracks, his ribs break from the force. He is not young and strong anymore but he does not trust anyone else to do what must be done. His SeeDs will not be able to combat her and he has experience of fighting the demons.

He shakes his head and scowls deep, a dark bestial growl leaving his throat as he charges at the Sorceress.

Death to the heratic, death to the Sorceress. They tell him he must do it. Kill her, kill her now while she is still weak, while her full power is not yet hers to have. The voices, the Guardian Forces, drive him to strike down the Sorceress. He must do it. He is the only one left. The others, if there were others, left, dead or just gone. He is alone.

This is his duty. He will achieve it. He will succeed. He sacrificed everything for it. Even the love of a woman he cannot remember, or why she left. He will fulfill the mission before him.

He will not fail.

Rinoa Heartilly, the last of the Sorceresses must be destroyed.

And it shall be at the hand of the Headmaster of all Gardens.




[[ prompt: Final Fantasy 8 – Any/All – Slightly AU, the fact that the GF’s cause ‘Amnesia’ or memory loss creating rather more disconnected/monstrous versions of the characters. – (Insert name) always looked beautiful with an enemy’s blood covering them. ]]

Who am I?

I'm just a RolePlayer who somehow always finds herself back in the Final Fantasy Fandom, no matter what I do. Notably FF8. I'm a Squall player but I have other muses too. I'm just not that confident with them to play them often.

I'm a Writer though I haven't done much in that thus far. I'm also a Slash/Het/Genderswap Fan so please forgive me if I do a few things that you aren't so fond of.

I'm a Shipper of many things, mostly non-canon pairings though there are some Canon pairings I do enjoy. Hell, I love Threesomes in fanfics and I'll probably end up writing them too.

The following Pairings are those that I'll probably write about. Mind you, just because I ship them doesn't mean I'll go out of my way to find them in a RP environment.

Seifer Almasy x Squall Leonhart (FF8)
Cloud Strife x Squall Leonhart (FF7/FF8)
Cloud Strife x Leon (KH)
Irvine Kinneas x Squall Leonhart (FF8)
Warrior of Light x Squall Leonhart (DFF)
Firion x Squall Leonhart (DFF)
Seifer Almasy x Quistis Trepe (FF8)
Cloud Strife x Aerith Gainsborough (FF7)
Zack Fair x Aerith Gainsborough (FF7)
Zidane Tribal x Garnet/Dagger (FF9)
Tidus x Yuna (FFX)
Baralai x Paine (FFX2)
Nooj x Paine (FFX2)
Auron x Lulu (FFX)

and many more that I can't recall off the top of my head. ^^;

Goal: Faux Novel, a Compilation of Stories that deal with Final Fantasy Characters

I normally fail at this. I have ideas on novels I want to write but I don't think I'll be able to work on them this month. I'll try to do a 10K+ story to satisfy this goal but I'm not making any promises.


Stores Written
1. Sins of Our Flesh; KH; Cloud/Leon; NC17 - 3236 words
2. These Empty Halls; DFF; Gen; G - 1465
3. The Method of Decision; KH; Cloud/Leon; PG - 893